Mandatory self-shot picture as my header for this blog post because I simply do not have anything else to post about... I've been eating a lot lately, gaining quite a bit of weight and so now I'm desperately trying to lose it by doing hardcore cardio every night like how I used to :/

Life's been having it's ups and downs, but I guess through every experience you grow and you know what else you want. Now I just feel like I've been pulled backwards to the days where I used to know nothing, but the difference is that now, I do know what I want. I am certain. But is everyone else, really?
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One of my favourites on my playlist now:

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me