I wish I had more things to update this space but my life is such a bore and I'm just constantly feeling lethargic and drained from work and school :-(

Mandatory self-shot picture as my header for this blog post because I simply do not have anything else to post about... I've been eating a lot lately, gaining quite a bit of weight and so now I'm desperately trying to lose it by doing hardcore cardio every night like how I used to :/

Life's been having it's ups and downs, but I guess through every experience you grow and you know what else you want. Now I just feel like I've been pulled backwards to the days where I used to know nothing, but the difference is that now, I do know what I want. I am certain. But is everyone else, really?
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One of my favourites on my playlist now:

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
And needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

“Time goes running out of the window, when it's just those moments. You don't need to know, where you are or where you are going”

- The Paper Kites, “Drifting” 

Starting on this book and I'm halfway through now, a refuge from the monotonous daily life of what we call school.

My daily life now is just:

1. School
2. Work
3. Running/Gym 

I hardly have time to meet my friends anymore except after school/fyp :(
Absolutely can't wait for this to finally end..